————————— WEEKLY COMMENTS —————————
♕ — LEARNED : Nothin' really learned! Just a hard lesson in planning and ambition, and another lesson on how to properly write resumes! Very helpful, and I'm seriously glad it's required. I forgot for a moment, but I learned a lot about the film career, and what really goes into it. All the hours of effort, all the time and money it takes as well. Very insightful!
♕ — WANT TO LEARN: I'd really love to learn how to properly edit videos- not just my simple transitions or color corrections. I think it'd be helpful, and I also want to pick up website design on the side and coding. As much as Film is my passion- I've realized that this business is extremely competitive, and I'd like a backup in case it doesn't fall through.
♕ — FRUSTRATED: Well, sad to say my depression only got worse! I've numbed myself to it now, though. I don't want to feel anything, I know I've slacked on my work, and it's disappointing myself and my teachers. All I can say is, I have no energy, I feel stalked and paranoia constantly, like the entire world is out to get me and there's something bigger after me, or something big coming that's going to ruin my future. It's terrifying. I'm frustrated that I can't just feel normal, or just accept that it's okay to take a break, and not feel like a workaholic that gets nothing done.
♕ — HAPPY: My Dad bought us drones today, it was honestly very fun! Unfortunately I suck at flying them, and got it stuck on the roof. I felt bad, like I wasted my Dad's money by sucking at flying, but he said "The fact you smiled so widely and said 'So cool!' when I brought it out made it's moneys worth indeed, so don't you dare worry." and that made me beam. I love my father, he even agreed to cosplay with me a father-son cosplay, (Snufkin and Joxter!) at the next UBcon!
(The red hat is Joxter [my Dad's gonna cosplay him!] And the green hat is Snufkin [That'll be me!])
♕ — INTERESTING LINK: This babey. Kidding but seriously watch that- it made me so happy. Today I've got a really neat animation called 'dead end'. The style is beautiful, I love how it seems sketchy but neat, and the colors give it a real dead vibe. I personal believe the meaning of the video is hypocrisy in adults when giving advice to kids about their life, and how everybody has a bad side. Here's the video! I really hope you enjoy it.

Its nice that you got to have a good time with your father. Sorry about your depression, if you need anything, just ask
ReplyDeletewholesome content!!!! fun drone time!!! my dad got one stuck in a tree pretty high up and it eventually crashed, whoops
ReplyDeleteI usually do some drone training in the Film class (as long as we don't have an inordinate amount of snow days and I have to cut it), so stay tuned!
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